apparently, my personal trouble of not having a boyfriend or a boylet man lang has turned into a public issue without me even knowing it. the family have risen to action because of my seemingly desperate situation. my eldest sister has fixed me up with so many guys more or less ten years older than me. and as for my second older sister, well she's been mentioning all these guys that i might like left and right. i know i should be grateful. but really, i am quite capable of solving my apparently hopeless problem. now my sister's mad at me. :(
it isn't that i am ungrateful or that i am insulting their taste in men. it's just that i would love to be just left on my own devices. it's not like i really am in the market for boys much less a relationship. i am incredibly happy just the way things are. can't they see that?
*sigh* i KNOW it's very probable that i will never walk down that aisle to meet my "ogie diaz". but then, can you just let me hope a little while longer? after all, my heart can withstand anything now.