Thursday, September 30, 2004
kala ko si Harry...
si mr. 80 lang pala. ngek! aba..nagtext..tsk tsk tsk. iba na talaga. kakaiba.
2:04 PM;
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
my hypothalamus goes into overdrive with the thoughts of you.
i know overly feeling na siya at kinareer niya ang crush ko on him..
but then,
i still like him..in fact, i like him more.
i know i shouldn't but he is just so charming..
haaay..i want to pose our conversation kaya lang, mahiya naman ako sa sarili ko dba? oh well..
*jump jump jump*
i'm so thankful for couples like lesley and torio who make me want to believe that there really is a thing called LOVE.
2:38 PM;
Monday, September 27, 2004
is it
just me or was
everyone in
couple mode last night at bogs' debut?
weirdly, i wasn't nauseated..in fact, i kinda felt jealous..tsk tsk.
i mean,
looking at lesley and torio was enough to make me want an s.o. gosh..they were so sweet and totally inlove. wow..they really are my
favorite couple of all time. then there's allen with his "the moves". he asked the starbucks people to put "i love you" on pam's cup. sorta cheesy, i know. but then again, it was sweet as well. then there's bogs and mon, ac and gino..
even riva, slipping out of denial mode saying,
"hindi ko siya love as a friend." plus there's
karla and tito looking so perfect together..sana sila na lang. even mia and ejohn sort of looked ok.
haaay..shucks!
withdrawal symptoms..gosh. how desperate and pathetic am i..tsk tsk.
if only i had known that
torio was going to be one of bogs' 18 roses..then
i would have invited
mr. stroll..gosh! what a wasted opportunity. *tear tear* (yes..hanggang ngayon, i'm still regretting it.)
i even asked frodo about mr. stroll. frodo said
mr. stroll was gay. how
totally evil that
person is. argh! haller? if you're not close, you don't have to say evil stuff about him, alright? oh well..whatever. i hope mr. stroll and i could hang out over the sem break..
8:41 AM;
Friday, September 24, 2004
haaay..kakaiba talaga siya. i swear. sobrang iba.
may iba akong kausap..tapos ba naman, si mr. 80, biglang umepal sa conversation. whokei fine. sige, i understand.
tapos, before histo class..punta kami sa imed. yey! i saw mr. stroll..
ang cute talaga niya! kakaiba! and his new pic sa friendster is so adorable.
after..ewan. i feel guilty. i feel evil. i mean, i know mr. 80's really annoying and ksp but then again, i get the feeling that he doesn't really deserve my being mean to him. ewan..he's a feeler but then i sort of "pity" him coz basta..sometimes, parang nakakaawang sungitan coz he looks "helpless"..tapos biglang magiging super papansin at nakakairita ulit..
haaay..hindi pa ko nag-aaral sa philo. hindi pa ko nag-eencode nung sa comsci. oh well..atleast masaya ung family dinner.
i miss daddy..*tear* i miss tianx.. i miss ocho-uno. i miss high school life. i want to cry.
haha..labo. whatever.
12:26 PM;
Thursday, September 23, 2004
haaay..
nakakatawa talaga ang mga reaksyon ng mga tao
pag nalaman nilang crush mo sila. siyempre habang crush mo siya,
extra nice ka sa kaniya. so
feel na feel naman niya un diba? talagang
"take advantage" sa crush mo over him..problema, suddenly,
ayaw mo na sa kanya!!! siyempre,
hindi makapapayag ang kumag diba? hehe..
biglang bumait. whoah. at huling-huli mong tinitingnan ang reaksyon mo sa kanya. katawa talaga.
nung tuesday, ang aking ex-crush na si mr. 80 ay nagreport..evilness ko na siguro pero
major talikod talaga ako nung siya na at nagconcentrate sa pagcram ng philo namin. sabi nga ni harry ang sama ko daw eh..oh well. after that, wala nanaman si ma'am nung math so tambay kami sa labas ni harry..aba, ang kumag, tingin ng tingin sa labas. whatever ha. pero hindi pa nagtatapos dun. hiningi ko sa kanya ung form namin para sa comsci kasi medyo
100 years na atang na sa kanya un. aba..ibang klase talaga!
sinigawan ako! haller?!? whatever..siyempre, dahil hindi ko na nga siya gusto, major nagsungit ako plus matching irap. aba..ang feeler kasi.
tapos as usual, date kami ni harry. pinag-uusapan namin ang mga "boys boys boys ko"..hehehe. tapos naglalakad na kami pabalik ng AS nang biglang may
VISION..grabe! si mr. stroll..haaay..siyempre, si aika, major excite. si harry naman, hindi man lang makita. akala ko talaga i was just conjuring things in my head. pero hindi..it was real. hanep ang epekto niya sa'kin kahit napakaliit pala niya. infairness, nagbago lang naman ang boses ko nung nag-hi ako sa kanya..harhar. kakaiba talaga. at hindi lang un..frozen ako for almost one minute bago ako nakareact.
pero wait, there's more. siyempre kelangan ituloy ang aming search for cuties na guys. eto naman ako, dragging harry sa philarts at pinipilit na isama ung isang guy. fine. hindi talaga siya gwapo. ung pagiging cute nga eh very questionable pa. pero still, ang astig nung personality niya. haaay..diba dapat gamitin na ang project para sa sariling kapakanan? oh well..ayaw talaga pumayag ni harry na mayroong nag-iisang batayan ng gwapo..aba, ung hari ng araw ba naman? haller?!? obviously, wala na kaming maisasamang iba dahil ganun ka-taas ang standards ng aking partner.
siyempre umakyat na kami dahil mag-soc sci na. hiningi namin kay mr. 80 ung form niya ulit. aba..hindi parin binigay. siyempre
nag-init na ang dugo namin ni partner..well actually, si harry, sobra. pero seriously, nakakaasar na talaga. mas nag-inarte pa siya for someone na parati naming nakakasama. ang arte talaga..nakakairita. siyempre, nilimot ko na ang pagkuha ng form niya dahil wala naman akong napapala. tapos ba naman, nung asa room na kami, biglang pinilit ipasok ung from niya sa envelope ko?
ano ba? wag naman papansin..
oh well..pag-uwi ko,
asa langit parin ako dahil kay
mr. stroll. hanep..
sabog na siya sa lagay na un pero natameme parin ako sa kanya. haaay..ang crush nga naman talaga at ang nagagawa nito sa tao. pathetically,
hindi parin ako
maover dun sa
"moment namin". (what the hell?) kaya..tadadadan..
tinext ko siya. harhar. tsk tsk. tapos siyempre,
kinareer naman ni papa ang crush ko sa kanya. hehe. nadadala at nababawi pa naman ng charms niya ang kafeelingan kaya ok pa.
kakaiba talaga ang
"relationship" namin. ika nga ni enya..
nagbobolahan lang kami. haaay..kahit na alam kong barbero lang, masaya naman eh. harhar..dun natapos ang masaya kong martes.
kinabukasan, miyerkules.
btw,
Belated Happy Bday BOGS Bunny!!! love you so much pare..at sobrang miss na kita!!! basta..i'm here for you. always. at tandaan, pag may nanakit sayo, handa talaga akong maghaMON ng away..harhar. love you talaga..see you soon.
anyway, lts namin. eh ang tagal ng aming mga friendships dumating kaya nag-abot pa kami ng mga cwts sa as. mag-9 am na kaya naisipan na naming mauna dun sa iba..pagdating namin dun, halos wala pang tao. tapos kami ni leah plus si aaron ay pinuntahan ung mga bata. at first, nakikijoin pa ang aming groupmate. aba, pagdating ni ivan, i'm sorry.
para kaming may sakit. i swear. ayaw nila kaming lapitan. what the? so siyempre naaasar nako at sinisigawan ko na sila. siyempre naman diba?
how uncooperative can you be? bwisit talaga..i guess kelangan talaga naming ayusin ni leah dahil wala kaming makukuhang help mula sa aming comsci groupmates.
btw, pagtingin ko sa phone ko nung umaga..
hulaan niyo kung sino nagtext. aba..si
mr. 80! ano iyan? harhar talaga..ibang klase.
siyempre hindi pa ko gumagawa ng comsci hw. oh well, mamaya na lang. may apat na oras pa ko para problemahin un. hahaha..
(for added information, tingnan niyo ang site ni harry. after all. halos pareho lang kami ng experience.)
ay..almost forgot.
Happy Anniversary sa Parent's ko!!! as if mababasa nila to pero what the heck, ayan. it's the thought that counts. love you mommy and daddy! see you later..
9:03 PM;
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
last friday..
umiyak ako.
why?
stress? or
maybe because
mr. stroll was ignoring me..
today,
umiyak nanaman ako..
why?
because
apollo made me cry..
your form has no scholarly purpose whatsoever...
fine..whatever.
i now realize how
incredibly difficult it is to deal with intelligent people..
siguro nga i'm meant to not be smart..
haaay..
*hurting*
10:20 AM;
Sunday, September 19, 2004
got these questions from kuya mark sa friendster..
mamili ka...
sino ba ang mas mahalaga, ang taong mahal mo o ang taong gusto mong mahalin?
mahirap 'to. siguro ung mahal ko diba? na sana nga lang, mahalin niya rin ako..
ang taong kasama mo buong araw o ang taong iniisip mo bago matapos ang araw?
siyempre ung taong iniisip ko. at the end of the day..pag nakahiga ka na sa kama at patulog ka na, ung taong papasok sa utak mo bago mo ipikit ang mga mata mo ang taong mahalaga sa'yo.
siya bang kasakasama mo sa lahat ng ginagawa mo o siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo?
ayokong maging hypocrite at sabihin na ung taong parating andiyan para sakin kasi malamang, ung motivation mo para sa lahat ng ginagawa mo ang mas matimbang.
sino ba ang mas mahalaga...ung taong nais mong makasama habang buhay o ung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala siya?
isa pang mahirap na tanong..oo nga naman. siguro ung taong hindi ko na lang makita ang habang buhay na wala siya. sabihin na nating parang immature love to na .."i love you because i need you." pero realistically, kung hindi mo maisip na wala siya sa buhay mo, talaga bang kakayanin mong wala siya? (mga senyales na hindi ako marunong magmove on)
sino ang mas matimbang...ung taong pag kasama mo'y parang kay bilis ng oras o ung taong tuwing iniisip mo'y parang kay bagal ng oras?
isa ulit na mahirap na pamimilian..siguro ung kapag iniisip ko siya habang hindi ko siya kasama eh ang bagal ng oras. mahilig ako makafeel ng withdrawal symptoms at isa ito sa mga un..
ano ang susundin mo...ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo o ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?
sabihin ko mang gusto ko sundin ang sarili ko, pagminsan talaga, hindi mapigilan ang mga kilos at desisyon ng isang tao pag puso na ang nagdikta. mahirap magpigil. sobra.
siya ba un laging pumapasok sa isip mo o siya un laging laman ng panaginip mo?
dito sa tanong na to, neither kasi hindi siya pumapasok sa isip ko kasi parati siyang laman ng utak ko..sa panaginip man o kahit nagrereview pa sa math 17..
sino nga ba...ang taong nagpaluha syo, o ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?
ung nagpaluha sakin, definitely. kasi hindi ko siya iiyakan kung hindi siya mahalaga..
sino sa kanila...ang taong nagpapatawa sayo o ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?
ung dahilan ng lahat ng emosyon ko, siyempre. kasi masasabi ko lang talaga na mahal kita kung nakakaramdam ako ng extreme emotions towards you. positive man o kahit negative. pag intense ang inis o galit ko sayo, ibig sabihin, mahal kita o mahalaga ka sakin kasi kung wala ka lang, eh di hindi na kita pag-aaksayahan pa ng oras.
sino nga bang pipiliin mo?ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO MO...?O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON?
naniniwala ako na there will always be someone na babalik-balikan mo, anuman ang mangyari. kahit na alam mo sa sarili mong nagmove on ka na, babalik at babalik ka parin sa kanya.
it's been what? 5 years..pero andito ka parin. kahit na siguro wala nang halaga, gusto ko lang malaman mo na you will always be important to me.
1:03 PM;
lts wasn't
as bad as i expected it to be..
i mean i got
through it..
with a smile. ;p
i
love the fact that i
don't like him anymore..
makes things
so much easier.
i don't have to be
extra nice to him..
i don't have to
analyze his
every word and movement..
i get to be myself,
'heck' with him.
yey..i'm back to
not feeling anything again.
feels nice..
every
single moment i spend there makes it
even harder to let go..
should i shift to film in UPD???
argh. i
don't know.
block 11-14 makes me want to stay.. :'c
12:14 PM;
Thursday, September 16, 2004
today marks the end...
of my foolish fascination over mr. 80.
i have
come to my senses..
there's really
no hope with someone who is so
totally unreceptive to my friendliness.
he was corny and fashionably-challenged anyway.
i'm sorry..i just had to say that. bitterness taking over. forgive me.
anyway, he
doesn't matter anymore.
i'm
happy right now.
mr. stroll is..
very charming
really fun to be with
entertaining (just the thought of him makes me break into a mega-watt smile complete with a twinkling faraway look to my eyes)
a great conversationalist
easy to get along with
really smart
a wonderful dresser
sporty
cute with to-die-for eyebrows (sorry..i've got a thing for eyebrows) and such an adorable smile
btw, i wasn't able to blog yesterday..
Belated HAPPY HAPPY BDAY KEV!!!
love you pare..
and about how my day went..
i really don't want to talk about how lts went..let's just say sometimes, my
manipulative ways can backfire..
oh well..was
liberating though. i now have a
new sem to look forward to.
11:13 AM;
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
it never hurts to look at people's links pages..
i swear.
naiiyak na ako sa tuwa right now. what a wonderful discovery. :)
*tear*
i am
SO happy right now.
could anyone be that
adorable?
grabe..wala na akong maisip na title for his pics..na-exhaust ko na ata all possible titles..
haha..he is
so cute.
i have died and gone to heaven..
*jump jump jump*
10:56 AM;
today was our last day ng pe..how
sad. i'll
miss bowling sa rizal coliseum. at
lalong mamimiss ko si sir nuestro! hehe..of course,
nagpapic na ko kay sir para souvenir. magpaturo na kaya ako ng fencing sa kanya..harhar.
haha..ang saya! harry and i both got excited over our comsci project. haha..
kinareer kumbaga. harry's even studying java script for it. and we started with preliminary gathering of content. we've got pix and questionnaires from the block 12, pix from block 2 and our very own biochem block. we also distributed the questionnaires sa block 2, block 11 and the
intarmed block..
got to continue our search..;p haha..
quotable quote:
i'm onto you... (Marfori, 2004)
history I is the best! :)
*jump jump jump*
10:04 AM;
Sunday, September 12, 2004
ok..it's
7 o' clock on a Sunday morning and i'm feeling
withdrawal and depression. ang ganda naman..aga-aga, nagkakaganito ko. should've
never read that book about this cheerleader and her math tutor falling inlove. tsk tsk..naalala ko tuloy ang state of
my so-called 'love life'. (if ever pwede mo ba namang tawagin un na ganun)
i've always had this so-called
archetype. he's got to be musically inclined, independent, tigasin..street smart. and since i've always liked the same type of guys, i know how to deal with them.
it's a
different story now. for the
first time in my life, i like a guy who puts studies before anything else. he's smart and masipag..good influence kumbaga. problem is, he
doesn't talk to me unless it's school-related. haaay..maybe he'd notice me if i begged him to tutor me or something. but then again, i don't think papayag siya. after all, it would eat up his valuable study time.
argh..i don't know how to deal with this. with him.
*tear*
ewan..mag-aaral na nga lang ako.
10:47 PM;
Saturday, September 11, 2004
first of all, i'd like to say...
HAPPY HAPPY 18'TH BDAY BEBA!!!
gosh..i
love you SO MUCH! and i
MISS you like
HELL! hope to see you
REAL SOON.
my
zonked out friday turned out this way..
instead of going to be, rivs, bogs, mellow(?) and ac's gig, i dragged my sick self for a family dinner at this Indian restaurant. infairness, the food was
amazing. although meron atang draining powers ung food coz i fell asleep in the car all the way home. and after replying to karls and aj, i instantly fell right back to sleep. if it hadn't been for kev's mind-boggling text, i wouldn't be awake right now.
aj..
OMG OMG OMG!!! i
can't believe that..
at all. and i
thought that person was
over you. i guess not. iba talaga ang charms ng isang harry. harhar..;p
isama mo na lang ako if ever you decide to go..then siyempre,
hindi na ako makakauwi ng buhay coz i'd be flat as a pancake by then. harhar..(my evilness is once again acting up)
recap of my school day..
it was survey day..a survey ate up our philo time. yey! before math, we answered
another survey. then soc sci.
ma'am
really made sense earlier. made me realize that you really
can't fight the system. orly is right. although it is a little selfish. pero kahit na..it makes the
most sense. why try to change the system and exhaust all your energy for nothing? why not just change
yourself? but then again, this is another one of those debatable topics i don't really want to discuss. (
selfish ilustrado way of thinking..i know. have got to go back to optimistic view that things can change if you do something other than just going with the flow. after all, i am an iskolar ng bayan. should be able to relate to the masses instead of trying to protect my social status.)
commI, the aircon was out. impressively, joshua and eugene were able to fix it. astig. then we made a narrative essay..my topic was my
ever fateful monday last week involving an innocent stroll..:)
random thoughts:
i've got to find OR make an acceptable information questionnaire for our "campus cutie" website project..harhar.
annoying and arrogant guys
irk me and endear me at the same time. (
ONLY if their charms outweigh everything else) tsk tsk tsk..
why do i like
such feeler guys? oh well..
quotable quotes:
kung hindi ako nagpatutor/nagpapaturo sa'yo, ibig sabihin, mayabang ka. (Ramos, 2004)
...sorry ah, i just find it hard to accept help laced with condescension.
alin, alin, alin ang bakla dito?
with matching tono ah..(Symaco, 2004)
i
can't post the quotable quotes from aj's text mesages coz
if i did, it would
endanger my life..sayang, was hilarious pa naman. oh well..
4:01 PM;
Friday, September 10, 2004
i've done my writing outline for comm..
i don't want to do the math stuff..
i'm bored. :)
today was alright.
didn't get to see mr. stroll even if they did have a class in as today..:(
maybe i really
should have volunteered to be
ma'am's blackboard monitor..harhar. pathetic.
oh my..i've got to find a survey for our comsci project..
nothing really to recap..was a boring day.
quotable convo:
2 guys went into the male cr and went back to their classroom..
joshua (brother bear/little puppy) : "Dapat hindi sila nag-cr diyan.."
kirstoff (white stallion) : "Eh san sila mag-ccr? Sa gitna?.."
eugene (teenage Simba) : "Enough na namang sabay sila.."
aika and harry rolled on the floor laughing.
sorry ang babaw..wala akong mablog. ;p
hehe..whatever.
3:16 PM;
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.
taken from lesley..gosh, i MISS her.
01. I have made bad decisions.
02. I get excited about exams (nerd!)
03. I buy accessories but don't really use them. -except earrings
04. I collect quirky dangling earrings.
05. I have no children.
06. But I'll probably want some when the time comes.
07. I usually sleep 6 hours a night.
08. Except when I can't be bothered to do school work
09. I don't know how to drive (yet).
10. I love being sarcastic and 'evil'.
11. I love listening to people rant about their lives.
12. I love listening to rock love songs.
13. I love reading.
14. I collect memories.
15. I wish I had more to give.
16. I wish I had more people to have memories with.
17. I spend way too much time fussing over nothing.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I should cry more often.
20. I feel uncomfortable giving hugs or kisses on the cheek.
21. I love music.
22. I love eating pasta.
23. I like sweets
24. I like chocolates
25. I feel semi-loved.
26. I believe in God.
27. I love writing.
28. I'm stubborn sometimes.
29. I'm as "abhorable" as much as I'm likeable.
30. I can be bossy but this is just so things would get done.
31. I read a lot.
32. I have a love-hate relationship with chocolates.
33. I believe that love is not a fallacy.
34. I waste a lot of time thinking about HIM.
35. I hate traffic.
36. I love the color blue.
37. I make things complicated than they really are.
38. I'm a sucker for flowers.
39. I am more of a nerd now than i ever was in my whole life.
40. I'm a frustrated guitar player.
41. I really enjoy creative and personal gifts, even if they cost nothing.
42. I do not know how to cartwheel.
43. I can't live without my phone.
44. I wish we have a planner in UP.
45. I think people should care more about others than themselves.
46. I think people should be less heartless.
47. I love being alive.
48. The thought of dying doesn't scare me
49. I wish I exercised more.
50. I babble a lot.
51. I get really sappy
52. I wish I found it easy to talk to people I like.
53. I am melodramatic sometimes.
54. I like expressing my feelings a lot.
55. I wish I wasn't as fickle regarding my relationships with other people.
56. I feel special.
57. And slightly psychotic
58. I get cold feet.
59. I am righthanded
60. I can multi-task.
61. I am confident.
62. I am not easily afraid.
63. I like to jump on trampolines.
64. I can be emotional.
65. I get attached easily
66. I find it hard to let go
67. I am addicted to coffee.
68. I like deep conversations, but also conversations about nothing at all.
69. I want deeper friendships.
70. I am in search of something I do not know.
71. I'm not married.
72. but I plan to be, in a few years.
73. I would love to slow dance with the guy of my dreams.
74. Songs can get stuck in my head longer than a week.
75. I hate the Christmas hype.
76. I hurt people inadvertently.
77. I am too inconsiderate around people I know. -sometimes
78. I love my white bear, Christian.
79. My Kuya is the best older brother in the world.
80. I love my friends.
81. I've never seen Duran Duran in concert.
82. I like walking. -more so strolling. ;p
83. I love ukay-ukays
84. I am 'abstract'.
85. I'll be getting my braces in a few weeks.
86. Procrastination gets to me.
87. I want to travel more.
88. ... but I don't have time
89. I wish I was more of an asset to our society.
90. I love wearing earrings.
91. I dont like toe-rings.
92. I don't have a hard time matter-loading.
93. I don't run enough.
94. I eat a lot of sweets
95. I am proud to be street-smart despite my upbringing.
96. I want to be more book-smart
97. I want to be more smart, period.
98. I wish I had more time.
99. I have a lot of acquaintences, but not many real friends.
100. I want to love someone who is as inlove with me as I am with him. :)
7:12 PM;
lts..is GREAT.
i'm
proud of myself. ang
galing ko pala
magmanipulate. harhar..i
got what i wanted and i'm really happy.
i
hate guys who feel they're so
much superior than others.
he was rubbing me the
wrong way.
i couldn't even look at him coz i wanted to
wring his neck so bad.
he was
so bossy..man, i'm
so glad kat was there to 'mediate' coz eugene was no help.
damn..he was
incredibly annoying.
just glad
he's got a car. harhar..
the comsci boys were
SO funny. it's just
sad that we won't be deployed at the same public school. oh well..
i feel sad
coz kev is sad. depression is catching. i empathize with how he feels..
the poor thing.
we really should go on that movie 'date'.
to
him:
eat your heart out. harhar.
i am
really EVIL. no wonder i'm still sick. haha..
quotable quotes:
Doktora Dawn, ayusin mo na kami. (Mendoza, 2004)
Aika: "Anong other way for the refusal/denial method?"
Eugene: "Violence."
Aika: "Haha..Tama, tama." (wrote the idea down)
Eugene: "
Pepperspray."
Aika: "
So ung isang guy, gagamitan niya ng pepperspray ang isang girl as a way of telling her he likes her??? What the?!?
Haller Eugene?!? Ang labo.."
sorry..ang funny lang kasi. ang labo talaga.
6:35 PM;
guess who's in here?
btw, i need to find my usv soon. wala lang..should probably try to go back to sleep. :)
2:44 PM;
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
was sleeping an hour ago..(yes, natulog ako ng 7:30 pm. may sakit ako eh, bakit ba?) and then suddenly, my dreamless sleep is disturbed by my message alert tone. (yes..i am THAT light a sleeper)
guess who the sender of the message was?
none other than mr. stroll/ andrew's 'ex-groupmate' :p
guess what the message was about?
he wasn't able to go to the concert as well..meaning, THE moment
wasn't wasted. meaning,
'meant' parin kami. haha..i'm sorry for my bogus line of reasoning. ganyan lang talaga ang mga mahilig mangarap ng gising. ;p
beba texted me as well..i missed her. i miss tianx. i can't believe so many things are happening in ateneo and i am not aware of them. oh my..well, bogs, if ever you do get to read this, i hope HE makes you happy. and well, take care of yourself..mejo malayo ako dito sa UPM para maghaMON ng sapakan. harhar..
i need to stop my unhealthy and abnormal sleeping habits. i have to before kuya moves in and becomes my roomie. then he'd have to suffer my early morning study sessions and early evening nap times.
i also need to stop getting hyped up about things because they're usually short-lived.
un lang..i'm bored as usual.
Ang dating masaya
Ngayo'y panay problema
Bumabalot sa mundo
Bakit ganito...
Ang pag-ibig, ganyan talaga
Ako'y nilamon ng pag-ibig
Ganyan talaga, masaya
yep..it's my fave too. ;p
10:14 PM;
i don't know WHY i just had to get sick now. i was feeling well earlier. sobrang hyper ko nga..then suddenly, i feel sick. really sick. now, i won't go to the sugarfree/bamboo concert. *tear*
i won't be able to see him. *sniff*
oh well..was a fun day actually. philo was boring so i just wrote in my journal the whole time. math was ok. i think i'm getting the lessons kahit papano. lunch at mcdo. dami namin..pero kaming tatlo lang ni kev and aj ung magkasama pabalik. (uyyy..2 boylets ko. ;p hehehe) wala kaming magawa ni andrew sa soc sci room kaya nag-flames na lang ako. haha..how terribly juvenile. siyempre kev just HAD to write my name with mr. stroll's dun sa taas ng blackboard.
eugene asked me to check his journal..(ano ko, teacher? bad trip..)
quotable quotes:
i have to buy sanitary equipment (Symaco, 2004) hahaha..;p
i hope this enough..blah blah (Symaco, 2004) napaka-sipsip and plastik! harhar..;p joke lang eugene!
soc sci..ok lang ung discussion. comm I, we evaluated prof miciano. afterwards, writing activity..siyempre, i wrote about JAMES..tsk tsk. haha..napakalabo nun. lalo na ung "gorgeous deep-set eyes framed with long, thick lashes". wow..ang descriptive. ;p
excited nako sa lts! yey! happy happy joy joy happy happy joy. :)
i hope i feel better tom. and sana i'd get to see mr. stroll..
5:48 PM;
thank you CS10! hehe..finally, i'm not as computer-illiterate as i used to be.
anyway, bakit ko ba ninais ulit na magblog? well..my main motivation eh si andrew. harhar..nakakatuwa ung mga MISadventures natin/namin kaya kelangan ko isulat. haha..i so loved how he articulated everything that happened. sobrang totoo..nakakatawa lang talaga.
from andrew's blog: "may "(Mis)Adventures of Harry and Aika" pa!ganito naman yun...for some unknown reason, napag-isipan namin Aika na pumunta sa CM para makita nya si ex-groupmate ko (na cute daw). eh wala na pala silang class after 4 so stroll attack na lang kami sa may PGH. tapos naisip ko na i-text si ex-groupmate to "draw him closer to us" (haha! ang sagwa!) pero wala na akong load so naki-text ako kay Aika...after 10 years, di pa rin nagreply so kala namin tinapon na nya yung Addict Mobile number nya...so uwi na rin kami nun...pag-uwi ko, tinext ko si Aika. yun pala, nasend ko yung message kay ex-groupmate (unang beses na mangyari sa akin yan)! napareply tuloy...may ??? pa sa start ng message! syempre di ko na-gets til I looked at my Sent Messages folder...one hour later, nagtext si Aika...nagwawala na...nagtetext din pala yung dalawa! pero "behind every cloud is a silver lining" (Ramos, 2004)...medyo maganda naman ang kinalabasan, pero nung bandang huli, nagfeeling naman tong si ex-groupmate! di lang yan...for some unknown reason, nalaman ng ex-stalker ko ang buong incident! ewan ko ba kung paano nya nalaman yun (yuck! so ano yun, ex-stalker and ex-groupmate were texting each other din?!)...syempre sinugod ako at nakiusap pa sa akin na ilakad ko raw sya kay ex-groupmate! syempre ginagawa ko ang thesis statement ko for Comm so I didn't hesitate to tell him now's not the right time to talk about that. whew. unfortunately, di na nakapag-aral si Aika that night matapos kong sabihin yung mga pinagsasabi ni ex-stalker...at nagkwentuhan kami first thing in the morning."
haha..i'm sorry. tinatamad lang talaga ako magkwento ulit.
btw, last night was so much like Monday last week..it's scary.
mr. stroll texted me!!! haha..HE texted ME and not the other way around. i got to text with mr. 80 as well..what a night! and..there's a sugarfree/bamboo concert tonight..last Tuesday, it was a sandwich/rivermaya concert. anyway, he invited me. yehey! *jump jump* i'm so happy..(reminds me of andrew's cinnamon-induced hyper attack)
oh well..i miss tianx. un lang.
6:19 AM;