everytime i see you, i feel both happy and sad, ecstatic and devastated. i feel happy knowing that just the sight of you will make me smile. but my heart feels like it's smashing into smithereens every single time i can't look at you, every single time i have to look away, every single time i have to avoid your path, every single time you talk to someone else even if i'm just there. it hurts and it sucks. but then again, i'm not blaming you. this is just me. you have nothing to do with whatever i'm feeling right now. this will pass. and i will be happy once more, despite the seemingly pointlessness of it all.
"Bagay kayo. Pwede. Kaso this guy's in love with you pare." -byron
"Bagay kaya kayo. Kulay pa lang." -rai
orayt. apparently bagay ako sa mundo. ayt ayt. sana nga.
