tomorrow is the final day of the year. seems like it's time i look back on everything and everyone that has created a big impact on my life.
first quarter of the year..
events:
i was battling with the idea of shifting to film. kuya mel won though and i ended up applying for another "safer" course instead. i was also preparing for my debut.
people:
i was getting over mr stroll. jumped onto liking guy#3 and another blockmate.
second quarter of the year..
events:
i had my debut april 8, 2005. a week after my actual birthday. kuya mel, ate ayen and kuya jec made the whole event possible. i also made the final decision of shifting out of biochem to diliman. bade goodbye to my blockmates and my manila life.
people:
i became the official "bridge" of the k-k loveteam. guy#3 made our lives complicated but we're still friends, thank the universe. also had this fling with a guy from upm. ended just after school started.
third quarter of the year..
events..
i had a hard time adjusting to upd life. it was totally different from upm. i had to deal with keeping myself company and the huge campus with a such a big population.
people:
i started to like the "prince".
fourth quarter of the year..
events:
i finally started to feel at home at upd. i also finally started to open up to new people.
people:
i lost my bestfriend and the "prince" because they chose a homosexual relationship over me.
so that's just the basics of what happened to me. of course the tianx are a staple part of my life. they are the bestest friends i could ever have. indeed, nothing beats hs friends. and really, i'm so thankful to my family. whenever i needed to get out, they were always available to me.
lalala. this somehow sounds pathetic. a WHOLE year of singlehood. but then again, i'm happy. really. coz honestly, there's only one type of guy i want to be with. and most probably, that type of guy would never go for me anyway. after all, i am a GIRL. so maybe i am doomed to get my heart broken over and over again because i love GAY MEN too much. however, it doesn't matter. unrequited love is a part of my existence. i can't imagine going for just any guy just for a relationship. it's the guy i want to be with or no one. ayoko madevelop. gusto ko, ung gusto ko talaga. if it's not him, wag na lang.
hello to another year of aika's singlehood. oh yeah.
oh..and i mustn't forget. i CAN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM.
