hohoi..nakakamiss magblog. pero nakakatamad magrecap.
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sa baguio..ayun, sa pinakaunang pagkakataon EVER ay nagpasko kami na walang bisita/bwisita. at infairness, napakasaya pala. at grabe na ang kababuyan namin. lamon to the max. in all my 18 years, this christmas ang may pinakamasarap na handa EVER. pagkatapos ng holiday festivities, iniwanan kami ng parental units..siyempre, walang magawa kung kaya't naubos ang panahon namin sa panonood ng MMFF entries at pag-inom ng kape. lalala.
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happy new you ang drama ko ngayon. have to look different kahit papano sa pasukan. so i'm hoping to drastically change how i look. at siyempre how i feel na rin. first stop, derma. allergic pala ako sa sunsilk shampoo pati na rin sa closeup toothpaste. *sigh* resigned to ivory and colgate. rarr. second stop..hair salon. i want blue hair..kaso nagpakasafe ako at nagparebond na lang..but then again, blue hair parin! next stop..wardrobe? japanese fashion na ba ito?
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i'm on a diet rin pala. i need to. after all the lamon fests i've had. it's imperative. pero infairness lang naman, i'm actually inspired not to eat. o diba? panalo. ahem. guess i've found that other d***** to make me thin again.
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speaking of reasons to diet..well, he is just too damn special. and in all honesty, i think i might be willing to risk a WHOLE LOT of stuff for him. no matter how special he is to me, i've got to remember NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM. mahirap un, TODO. pero kaya. may mga bagay na mas mahalaga sa pag-ibig. pagkakaibigan, pagtupad sa usapan..SIYA.
haaay..mahirap to. pero KAYA.
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bading rin pala siya. nasense ko na. kaso pinatay ko ang gaydar ko hoping for the best. to no avail. kaya pala he was so unreceptive to my friendliness/flirting. oh well..may reason to get thin naman na eh. ayos na rin.
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muling ibalik? you brought me back to the carefree days of our youth. SALAMAT. nakakamiss rin pala.
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hindi niya ako tinext. i'm tempted to believe he's just not that into me. but then again, bakit pa ba ako nagtataka? ewan. pero nakakamiss pala. hahanap-hanapin ko rin pala siya. yikes.
