shikes! tumatanda na ako. so ngayon ko lang daw ba nafeel? at siyempre, kelangan ng reason kung bakit ko naramdaman yun. eto ang the reason.

i chose to squeeze between a relentless, excited mob of curious first-timers, "traditional" viewers and pervs just to see a number of frat men run naked in front of me for about 30 seconds THAN to maneuver my way to the front of a concert that i could actually SEE handsome faces and talent for at least a proper set.

shikes! i guess i have outgrown my "teeny-bopper" band fanatic days. i mean, i saw kerwin and richard tan and didn't even bother to say hi to them. and the most surprising thing was that instead of actually trying to SEE the concert, enya and i chose to sit around and LISTEN instead. i feel like my mom chaperoning me to all the parokya ni edgar gigs of my youth. (haha..careerin ang katandaan! tama yan!)

yep..i feel old. and truly NOT high school anymore.

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btw, next time na lang ung oblation run pics. hindi ko parin chinacharge ung cam. hehe.


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since nag-oldies effect kami ni ens, masyado naming dinamdam tuloy ang mga "sawi" songs for all of mellow's sawi friends (na actually kami..haha!)
here are some of the shikes lines..

ano ba talaga ang gusto ko? ang beer na 'to o ang pag-ibig mo? - beer, itchyworms

gusto ko lang maranasan ang langit, tumibok muli ang puso - tumatakbo, mojofly

'di ka na nangangarap,'di na rin naghahanap, tanggap lang ang kahinaan - ikot, stonefree

grabe na..it's not that i have the "i-need-a boyfriend blues" gaya nang inaakala ng lahat. and no, i don't feel lonely either. i just..want to crush on a guy who ISN'T a jerk. pero wala na atang hindi jerk ngayon. haha. joke lang. pero seriously, my problem according to ate is my taste in men. sabi ni beba, i have an avant garde taste. at dahil sa kakaibang taste ko, i usually go for guys that NO ONE else likes. problema, dahil hindi sanay ang mga lalaking itong merong may gusto sa kanila, nagfifeeling tuloy. maybe i ought to start crushing on hearthrobs. atleast sanay.

I NEED A CRUSH WHO MAKES ME HAPPY. HAPPY LANG. WALANG HEARTACHES INVOLVED.


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i can't believe he ACTUALLY remembered my name! *KILIG*
haaay..ang GWAPO mo!
kaso WALANG pag-asa! :(




sawi nanaman ako sa napili ko! tsk tsk.


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it seems that i suck at being a friend. or atleast according to people i can hardly call "friends" anyway. shikes! minsan talaga may mga taong atribida. grrr..if you don't understand, don't even try to interfere. at dun sa taong i wasn't a good friend to..uh yeah. right..tama 'yan. masama ka pag SANE ka. FINE. then i'd rather be EVIL than CRAZY. have fun in your own twisted world.

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