i just thought of it today but really money is a problem. or at least, it is when you don't have any. i can't believe i'm making such a fuss right now but really, i can't help myself. i never imagined that sometimes people's social environments just don't meet. and the biggest problem of all is that no matter how one tries to adjust, even if both of you DO something about it, the fact still remains that there is an unbridgeable gap between the two of you. i guess no matter how you put it, social status will always come into play in any relationship. and there's hardly anyone can do especially if both of you are still dependents. maybe i bit off more than i could chew by wanting to expand my horizons and meeting all sorts of people. maybe it's time to go back to the small, comforting world i was used to. maybe then, i wouldn't worry so much about money matters. but then again, can i still go back? and more importantly, do i WANT to go back? at this point, not really..coz as selfish as it may sound, i'm willing to adjust for you hoping you'd adjust too.
