yesterday.
i slept 5 AM.
set my alarm for 7 AM.
slept through the damn alarm.
luckily woke up at 8 AM.
took a shower, dressed and headed for UPM.
had to beg our driver to move faster than Pong Pagong.
literally ran towards UPM.
made it in just the nick of time.
then everything went downhill.
i saw him. then he had the nerve to get sort of annoyed that i travelled that far just to talk to him. i tried to talk to him. it was like talking to a stranger but worse. it was so awkward. not to mention nonsensical. it was as though i never knew him. or that we were never close. and the worst part of all wasn't the awkwardness nor the lack of "safe" topics to talk about. it was because it felt like he wanted to get away from me, to be anywhere but beside me as we sat for 2 hours in a class we both weren't even enrolled in. or maybe that wasn't the worst part..maybe it was our "parting of ways". he gave me this flimsy excuse that he'd be leaving so as not to talk to me further.
great. just great. that hurt. i was monumentally dissed. yet at least i have overcome my sleeplessness.
to guy number 3..
i did everything i could. i went to UPM just to see you. i TRIED to talk to you. i even told you EVERYTHING to make you understand. apparently, you didn't. i made my move and i guess it was futile. it's your turn now coz i'm not going to do anything anymore.
