after a month and 21 days of being 18, i finally feel like an adult.
i am proud of myself. finally, i know how to deal with mind-boggling, heart-wrenching news without freaking out. finally, i am able to reason and justify rationally, logically and most importantly, calmly. and finally, i am able to speak my mind AND my heart without looking like a fool.
i feel different. i feel as though the past couple of weeks have helped me grow up in so many ways. i am thankful..
to guy number..5!!! (yep, bago..well, bagong luma):
i never thought i would write about you in my blog. but then, you have changed me in so many ways that i can't imagine how i was weeks before i've gotten to know you better. thank you for making me a better person..or at least someone i could be more proud of.
to guy number 3..
finally, we "talked". i guess things are resolved now..or at least on my part. thank you for being so honest. you know you will always be special to me.
to karls:
thanks..for caring. for wanting to be with me and really doing something about it. thanks for making me feel that being with the Tianx is still the best thing in the world.
to be:
thanks for our making me feel missed. i wish i could spend more time with YOU.
to pola:
thanks for sharing..no matter what, i'm here to protect you. i will always be "guy number 2" to your "girl number 2". :P
to mia:
thanks for still being the same shopping partner i had since sophomore year.
to ens:
thanks for knowing me inside out. i know i don't even have to say anything. you just know.
to beba, bogs, riva, pam, april..
thanks you guys. you complete me. i MISS you.
to andrew:
thanks for listening..and sa Fruits Basket DVD loan. hehehe..thanks for being there, just a text away. even if i'm being totally pointless and/or insensitive.
to kerry:
thanks for actually caring enough to want to help me with my "crush life". :P
to block 11:
thanks for two wonderful semesters. i will miss you. (kahit na hindi pa ko pasok sa upd)
