i wasn't really sure what i was feeling. i mean, i've known him since even before my 1st sem at UPM started yet we've only gotten to know each other "well" recently. i guess i still am uncertain. but then wednesday's sleepover made me see things differently.
i sat right next to my ex-crush. he was talking to me which he hardly ever does. but the weird thing was the fact that i didn't feel ANY thing at all. he was being really nice yet guy number 5's face kept flashing inside my head. i couldn't really concentrate on our conversation and i ended up staring at him blankly with a goofy smile on my face.
haha..so maybe what happened says a lot of what i'm really feeling. maybe i'm not just crushing on guy number 5..:)
