transferring to upd is giving me this strange feeling. it's surreal. i feel free. i feel as if i control my own destiny. i feel as though there are myriads of opportunities beckoning towards me. yet i feel as though i'm detached. as if i don't belong anywhere.
or maybe it's because i'm the only one not taking summer. am i this bored already that these thoughts are permeating my brain?
but really, i'm alright. once i get pass these momentary attacks of boredom, i know i will feel thankful. as one and a half months of early afternoon breakfasts and early morning bedtimes await me, i can't help but feel so fortunate.
and what makes everything so surprisingly better despite the fact that at times i feel bored out of my skull are the people. it's so strange that everyone seems to care MORE about me. or atleast those that matter anyway. i find it so weird that every single day, it seems as if there is one person who would surprise me with (take note) HIS concern for me. i feel i'm getting so pampered at the moment and i know i'm so going to miss this. but then, maybe i won't really miss it. coz after all, i am going to see THEM in diliman.
everything happens for a reason. sometimes, the whole world will conspire in your favor without you even knowing it. so maybe i should acknowledge what just happened. maybe because of some weird twist of fate, we are meant to be. :P
