first love

of sunny afternoons and unexpected opportunities
of squeaky voices and messed up lyrics
of nerves galore and prides that are hurt
of stalker texts and growth spurts
of years that passed and our paths meet AGAIN
of reminiscing the carefree days and seeing you as MORE than a friend
of wonderful discoveries and a spark rekindled
of dancing with you and my feelings that became muddled
of finally realizing what i let pass me by...

wala lang naisip ko lang. i'm older and wiser. 18 na ako. maybe this time, i should listen to what my heart felt 5 years ago. before i experienced the bitterness and cruelty of this world.

1:26 AM;