this would probably one of my last posts coz i'm going to stop blogging again. i'd probably continue blogging once i (start making and) finish the tianx blog. i'm going to stop blogging about my life for one reason.
coz i don't want to read my posts after i wrote them and realize that once again, i ranted about his lack of concern about me. so since i expect he won't ever change the way he'd treat me, then i might as well stop now. so..that's it. after all, i started blogging again coz of him. so it's logical to stop coz of him too. haha.
it's going to be a cold cold christmas for me.
i guess i have psychic ability. i said things would change when he'd get back. i guess i'm right.
haha..ayoko na. ayoko na talaga kahit na mahal ko pa siya.
