you are what you wear. i never really gave much thought regarding the clothes i wear to school. as long as they were blue or white and comfortable, i was happy. but now, i realize that the kind of outfit and accessories i have on greatly reflect how i feel.



you know i'm depressed when...



i wear a floral skirt AND sandals.


i wear a girly top with matching girly earrings.


i carry a small kikay shoulder bag on an ordinary school day.


i get a manicure and pedicure for no apparent reason.



tomorrow, i won't be wearing any of these stuff anymore. my wave of depression is over.



i walked out of GAB 105 with my head in the clouds after sir george dismissed us. as i was heading towards the stairs to get to my next class, i saw HIS friend. i did a double take and couldn't believe my eyes. HE was sitting NEXT to his friend. i couldn't help but act so GOF..AND so TORPE. i couldn't even give a little wave or raise my eyebrows or whatever. after andrew and i were TWO flights of stairs away from them, i finally spoke. i was shell-shocked. i brushed the whole incident out of my mind, reminding myself this would happen a LOT now this sem. an orientation of chem lab, a panoceph x-ray, a manicure and pedicure at bench fix and dinner at piadina later, he was the farthest thing from my mind. who would've thought that while waiting for my brother's sandwich at cha-a, i would spot him? and yes..my mom wanted to call him AGAIN. but then, my threat of tears prevented her from doing so. i almost forgot about my books for math and chem but i was reminded by andrew's message. i dragged my mom to nbs and coincidentally, my beloved tutor was there buying books. then the tall, smart and handsome guy of our (many girls) dreams greeted me. i almost fell over. haha. then my mom showed up and thanked ricky for the nth time. coz he's such a humble guy, he didn't think much of it. then as we were walking out, i spotted HIM for the THIRD time TODAY. by this time, i couldn't argue with fate anymore. i couldn't allow the moment to pass by without even saying HI to him. so i DID. and my mom JUST HAD TO as well.



i am happy now. indeed, HE is the CAUSE and CURE of my depression.

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