waking up at 4:55 am on a thursday knowing you don't have classes can be worth it. it can be when you have an unexpected bonding session with your older sister, an exciting nostalgic visit to your high school, laugh trip moments with your barkada and an experience (or maybe just a glimpse) of TRUE LOVE.



because my mom won't allow me to commute to admu, i was forced to ride with ate mabel and schuy. it was funny how ate was so patient. i mean, i can't imagine myself letting my kid get his way of eating breakfast, changing into school clothes and EVEN brushing his teeth in the car. i had an amusing time watching them struggle. hehe.


after schuy went to class, ate insisted that we eat breakfast at pancake house. for the first time in months, we were given the chance to really talk, just the two of us. i then realized that we have the same sentiments regarding stuff. i also felt kind of glad, that finally, we're connecting and that i can talk to her as though we're equals despite the 13 year gap. i just hope that we'd be given more opportunities to bond. after all, blood is really thicker than water despite everything that may happen.



aside from the sister bonding session, i was able to go back to mchs. it felt weird to be back knowing you were there not as a student but as a visitor. the visit made me miss the place more than i expected. and i felt all the memories come rushing back especially when we checked out our classroom during junior year. we saw some of our teachers as well. enya, mellow, marj and i were shrieking everytime we saw someone. we even literally ran excitedly to reach sir fermin. as usual, he was his intellectual self. haha. i missed his corny jokes, strict ways and evil hirits. i'm glad i was able to thank him that commI was a breeze thanks to all his green marks on my papers. aside from sir fermin, we saw and chitchatted briefly with mrs. blanco, ms. lacson, sir fernandez, sir sanchez, mrs. de leon and ms. ribo. too bad we didn't get to see sir belardo even after enya said, "hindi tayo aalis hangga't di natin nakikita si sir b." awww..


btw, it was funny that mrs. abano (beba's aunt) and mrs. fernandez still remember me up to now. mrs abano even said, "pumayat ka ah." REALLY? haha. nice thing to say although it's so not true. they made us write our colleges and courses. probably to show the mc students how they've produced such 'successful' graduates. but then again, we are the last math and science section. isn't that sort of given? haha. feeler.



i don't want to recount the numerous evil hirits i said today. let's just say it was just 10 am but i felt my throat hurting already. although some lines are still sticking to my memory. like "si RICKY LANG.", "bakit si serena kasama parin diyan?" and "dark blue." i know, i'm evil. and you just had to be there to actually get what i said. oh well..




although the whole day i spent in katipunan (or admu and mchs) was mostly a laughtrip, we still did have our 'senti' moments. or probably coz we were tired. haha. whatever the reason may be, i wish there were more 'RICKYs' in this world. i wish there were more guys who were as fun but at the same time, as nice and would treat you not just right but as though you were the most valuable and precious thing in the world. i wish i'd be able to meet someone who would value conversation and pure wholesome fun rather than all sorts of intimate acts. i wish i would meet someone who would purely and truly love me as lesley and ricky love each other. and finally i wish that someone would be worthy of the standard of true love set by my favorite couple in the world.

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