I'm sitting here in comsci 11 lab class feeling bored and SUPER sleepy. Then Roseann tells me, "Kelangan ko lang ng pampagana." I went to his blog and told myself, "Goodmorning Aika!" As I scrolled down his blog to see previous posts, I realized I skipped reading one.
And GOD, I don't understand why I felt tears forming in my eyes knowing that I was THE ONE advocating for him and his ex to get back together.I guess it's different when possibility becomes reality.
Fine, he DID say he needs someone else. Not his ex. Yes, not his ex. But certainly NOT me.
Even if I've found a "Kuya Mel-ish guy", I still find myself crying over him for the millionth time. I guess no matter what I say and no matter how everyone is against him, I can't help it. I can't help myself. I REALLY do love him.
I hope the cards are right. I CAN wait. He's WORTH waiting 3 years for. (Yup! Absolutely!) 10 years for..(Yeah, I guess.) Maybe even a lifetime for. (Weh! hehe.)
