i AM a
social person. maybe that's WHY
i'm NOT enjoying myself as i SHOULD be in upm.
today was a PERFECT day. (ok..i'm being
sarcastic.) i mean, i went to school today
excited about math 73 lec coz of SIR GEORGE. and i was hoping that since i saw sir sumalapao today, it meant some sort of sign that he was going to be our math 73 lab prof. but was i
ever WRONG. some woman entered GAB 105 20 minutes after 12. i thought she was some SA. but NO,
she was our NEW math 73 LEC teacher. GOD. WHY? i was SO EAGER to have sir george as our prof. so now, we're stuck with another teacher who's
too nice for my taste. and we have ma'am bastero as our math 73 lab prof. GREAT. JUST GREAT. i can already sense another
almost just above passing grade coming my way.
i
KNOW i shouldn't be affected. but being the
SOCIAL being i am,
PEOPLE greatly affect my life. especially my studies. that's why i DESPERATELY NEED STRICT teachers, REGULAR gimmicks, VAST horizons and lots of INSPIRATION. as of now, i am BARELY getting any. maybe that's
why i am contemplating once more the
idea of shifting. and maybe that's the reason
i am starting to LOATHE the rigid course schedule and block system.
oh GOD. i'm SORRY. maybe this is just
pms or whatever. i NEED to get out before i go crazy and continue to sulk AND rant. sorry WORLD. i'm just angsty and frustrated. forgive me.
