alright..i'm back sa condo and i've got approximately 14 hours until my first class of the second semester. oh god. help me. i am so NOT prepared to face a month of acads. especially since we'll be taking comsci 11 this sem. and the fact that andrew's NOT going to be my classmate in comsci 11 lab. WHY did this have to happen? WHY in the world that we'd be separated in one class and it JUST HAD to be comsci 11? god, help. i have absolutely no skill whatsoever with computers. i hope i'd be able to scrape a decent enough grade to match the feat of my first sem.
and yep, a new sem should mean new beginnings right? i remember telling andrew that i'd most probably have forgotten about him by the start of the second sem. well, guess what? i wasn't able to have that sem break fling. and yes, i ended up falling in love for the very first time for a guy who will NEVER reciprocate my feelings for him. great. just great. i can just imagine seeing him every single day for the rest of semester. i can just imagine myself getting all GOF. i can just imagine myself falling all over the place. i can just imagine myself staring at him from afar, wishing i could walk up to him to tell him how i feel. and sadly, i can just imagine myself eating my heart out at the sight of him wishing i would be 'fortunate enough' for him to consider me as a friend. oh well.
happy new semester to me! i hope i'd live through the comsci 11 hell and chem 14. i hope i'd get by without seeing the Tianx for weeks on end. and i certainly hope that i won't end up crying over him every single night until summer. sana lang talaga.
