ok..i haven't been able to blog in the longest time. my stupid computer at home is against me unlike my computer sa condo. anyway, i was supposed to write this really really long entry that i drafted on paper. unfortunately, i'm really really lazy to type so i might as well just save that for my journal.
so what have i been up to the last few days?
october 22 to october 24, karls and i went to baguio with my parents. it was fun seeing my parents and kabarkada jive so well. at this point, mom totally adores karls. haha..
the trip going there was long coz of the jeepney strike in tarlac. in all fairness, karls and i were able to make use of the time catching up on evrything i missed since i moved to upm. then the 'serf' started texting me. it was hilarious. i mean, how totally 'trying hard to sound like he didn't know anything'. oh well, i was being really nice to him. i hope he appreciated that. the guy even gave me a call..really dense. tsk tsk. when we arrived in baguio, we ate lots of seafood which didn't agree with karls. so we ended up staying the whole afternoon and evening at home watching extra challenge, star circle quest, mulawin, star struck, it might be you, krystalla..and all those local primetime shows.
the next day was a day to remember. who would've thought that he'd text me "am HERE in baguio."? it was the most embarrassing experience i've had in a long time. first i had to endure the excruciating hours waiting for his reply. then my mom had to force me to actually call him. in the end, we did see each other. it was supposed to end there. but no. of course not. my mom just had to talk to him. oh well..at least he was nice about it. or so i wish to think. later on, karls and i hung out in padi's point baguio. can i just say orcs galore? there was even this middle-aged orc who tried to hit on us. i dismissed him with a wave of my hand and the words, "dun na lang po kayo." it was so funny. and karls and i were so evil.
after approximately three hours of sleep, karls and i had to get up to get ready for the trip home. the ride was ok. i had a comfortable time catching up on sleep. but orc fest still didn't end. even at the gas station, an orc ogled us. and after i brought karls to cubao, another orc tried to hit on me in galle. oh god. why do orcs keep noticing me while there's just this one guy i really really want?
next day, andrew and i went to upm. it was so nerve-wracking. when i computed all my grades, i found out i had to get a 1.25 or higher in soc sci to make it as a college scholar. the odds were against me but the world took pity on me decided to give me that much-needed 1.25..so my average is 1.73611111...haha! i made it. if i had gotten a 1.5, i could've kissed my college scholar dreams goodbye. btw andrew, i forgot to thank you. thanks for being really happy for me. thanks for understanding. you're the best talaga.
after my euphoria which by the way feels so much better than seeing him, i headed to katipunan. met up with the tianx and did our usual 18 gift shopping on 1,350 budget. made it with 50 pesos to spare. afterwards, i told my family the news. kuya's reaction was the greatest. he seemed genuinely happy for me. mommy was excited as well. daddy on the other hand regarded it as an ordinary everyday occurence. that hurt. majorly so. i hope he doesn't complain next sem if i won't be able to be a cs again. should've appreciated what he had..
the next day, mommy and i went shopping for the gown i'm going to wear to migs' debut. kuya tagged along but basically just had his hair cut. before going to g4, i checked on my pre-reg results. everything was approved. so meaning, it's another sem with andrew! yey..abscissa-ordinate parin! anyway, i found this really really pretty blue gown. it even suited me better than my prom gown. signs. haha..then mommy was feeling generous so she bought kuya and i perfume. i got the classic kenzo for men which actually smells like jean luc amsler, my favorite scent in the world. kuya got armani white for men.
yesterday was migs' debut. was so much fun! although there was this shocking incident at mia's when i dropped by, i pretty much enjoyed the whole night. migs and i even had the same material for my ball skirt and her gown. was funny! felt like it was MY debut. haha..i had such a great time picture taking with pola and karls plus our wild dances with kenji and even RICKY!!! harhar..and the ride home was pure evil joke time.
i actually would be feeling so happy if i just don't have this nagging thought in my head. i feel so evil. i mean, i shouldn't feel this way but i can't help it. now, i just want to avoid the whole thing but i absolutely can't. i need help!!!
later, the tianx are heading over to riva's for a sleepover. our tagaytay/batangas trip got cancelled coz of problems with transpo and parents. oh well..maybe next time we could all just go to baguio..or maybe visayas. haha..
after the sleepover at riva's, i'd head to quezon. then i have to be back for enrollment. then mom and i might go to baguio again. yes..i'm totally cramming my trips this sembreak. hehe!
that's what i've done these past few days. i'm happy for a everything but sad and scared about three things. i wish i knew what to feel. help!
